Tonight I do not sleep ....

I feel obligated
to write something
after telling someone
I would.

The pressure is on.
I'd like to say
that I won't do it
but I can't do it.

This is why
my writing
will never be
a profession,
the pressure gets to me.

That, and
it really doesn't have
a personal attachement
when you try
to force something out.

That personal meaning
is my muse
which is why
I am able to write
in the beginning.

So gentle reader
you will wait
until my muse is back
before you read
any new installment

But i need to say
thank you, gentle reader
for being my muse
helping me out
find who i am
who you are
without combined effort
this is for nothing